The End and the Beginning

Well as of last Friday, I am a graduate.
Something about that is more frightening than exciting. That's probably because I don't have a job lined up and have been forced to move back in with my parents. I know that's nothing unusual... I only know 3 people from my class that have jobs already, but it makes me feel like I'm a slacker or that I'm lazy. I worked really hard in College (Suma Cum Laude) so it feels like I haven't been prepared to graduate.
That being said, I'm taking a break until the new year (what is the likely hood something will open up during the holidays?) but my resume is going out like a new trend when I get back from my new year mini vacation.
I've got to. :S